Do you ever feel like...?

Something bad is going to happen?


I feel a knot in the pit of my stomach as though some kind of doom is impending itself upon me in the near future.

I'm just under such stress and its condensing itself into a tangible physical feeling of physical and mental anxiety. Between trying to set up my new apartment, scheduling all of the things I need to do, school, work, social life, planning for the future and paying bills, I'm just nearly about to go insane.

There are tons of other subtle underlying things that are making me feel uncomfortable right now, and tons of things that make me want to have hope for the future. I shall see where all of this takes me.

I wish I knew how to organize myself better and just think things through more clearly. I think that's a skill I lack the most right now. I feel like I've been lost in myself and need to dig it out of some kind of hole.

I'm optimistic. I'll get back to you on this one.